anxiety

You try to make me fall

Why? I'm already on the ground
Can somebody help?
Because I can't get up
Not on my own

You feed me with failure
Fill my mind with desperation
I'm just trying to stay afloat

I know, this person in the mirror is not me

But anxious mess is all I see

You're invisible but I know you're there

And we've known for too long

I can't get you out of my head

This love-hate relationship is making me sick

I hate everything in you

You love to see me break

Too many nights I've stayed up late
Learning again how to breathe

And when I sleep I find peace

Don't wake me up
Don't wake me up