You're a player 

I don't know how to play

And I won't ask you to stay

'cause every time I come closer

You take a step away

If I told you I needed you

What would you say?

You're still around

But I'm invisible to you

I could scream baby please

But you won't hear

You got me so high
Am I in paradise?
Or am I dreaming?
I don't want to wake up

You're my safe place
And I don't need no one else
You're the one why I lose my sleep
Because you're not here next to me

Kiss me on the front door

anxiety

You try to make me fall

Why? I'm already on the ground
Can somebody help?
Because I can't get up
Not on my own

You feed me with failure
Fill my mind with desperation
I'm just trying to stay afloat

I know, this person in the mirror is not me

But anxious mess is all I see

You're invisible but I know you're there

And we've known for too long

I can't get you out of my head

This love-hate relationship is making me sick

I hate everything in you

You love to see me break

Too many nights I've stayed up late
Learning again how to breathe

And when I sleep I find peace

Don't wake me up
Don't wake me up